~advise to remember~

Talking with Miss Aishah, one of the resident staff at my college is really fun. she is very open minded, she loves to share her experiences with others. One of her favorite question to me is 'do you have boyfriend already?' huhuhu~ I usually come out with answer 'I don't know where is my boyfriend Miss..' :)

Today, Miss Aishah called me 'Ayu,do come to my house. I want to talk something with you'. After I finish my class at 8 p.m, I go to her house. After discussing something about the college matters and solved some issues, suddenly she said :

'Ayu, I know you are very active. You involved in many programs, you meet many people. If you have someone in mind or if you like someone, a BOY i mean, dont hesitate to approach him. Do let him know that you have such intention towards him. Really, I don't want you to regret later in your future if you lose him. And also, if you manage to have someone one day, do take care of one another. Do activities together, try to spend time together. He don't need to be perfect, just need to understand you and suit you well.. Well Ayu, I'm talking based on my experience. Just take it like an advise from an older sister.'

P/s: Owh Miss Aishah..I wish it is as simple as what you said.. :(

~andai itu takdirnya~

ku rasakan ini PENGORBANAN

mereka katakan ini KEBODOHAN

hakikatnya,penantian ini sesungguhnya cuma SIA-SIA

mengapa perlu bertemu andai perlu berpisah?

mengapa perlu berjanji andai hanya ingin memungkiri?

ingin ku keluar dari kesesakan ini

ku ingin lari

jauh, sejauh yang mungkin

lari daripada KEDUNGUAN sendiri...

sila lah menjauh wahai KAMU

ya,KAMU di sana..

tinggalkan aku

biar aku tenang..biar aku bebas dari kamu...

-stupid-

YOU ARE JUST NOT WORTH IT TO BE IN THIS GROUP.GOODBYE.

nukilan~

bisik ku pada bulan

kembalikan temanku, sayangku, kebahagiaanku

malam menemaniku

sepi

bulan, jangan biar siang

biar aku sendiri

terus sepi

*inspired by:SEPI*

-lord of the ring-

this is what i've been currently watching; Lord of The Rings

fantastic movie though.ive watched it back to back..

anyway, let me commented on in a little bit..

Frodo Baggin:kind of helpless,stupid for abandoning Samwise Gamgee.and half-fool for trusting that ugly smeagol

Aragorn:A brave men.his girlfriend is such a faithful lover

The steward of Gondor:damn foolish.stupid father

Boromir:an apple of his father's eye.yet;quite selfish

Legolas the elf:handsome,cute,brave,have a gift of the elf(owh,i'm in love with legolas..)

p/s:i hate the hobbits..especially pippin.he is reckless and fool.

-the LEADERS-

apakah yang patut aku lakukan apabila terdapat segelintir manusia yang cuba untuk mengganggu-gugat kebahagiaan keluarga Jawatankuasa perwakilan Kolej Anggerik ku?

apakah aku sebagai Yang Dipertua kolej kediaman Kolej Anggerik perlu berdiam diri?

senyum,dan terus membiarkan rakan-rakan dipijak kepalanya?

sengih sambil cuba untuk terus mengampu?

menutup mataku dengan kacamata hitam sekaligus membutakan pandangan tanpa ambil peduli apa yang berlaku?

atau

ketawa sambil buat-buat lupa?

???

-myself-

I walk along the street, crying my heart out.Why do i feel this way?And why me?I suffer through all the heartbreak.I've been tested continuously,blow by blow.It seem like it will never end.I seek guidance through God,i find comfort with the soothing advice from all of my true friend.I keep denying the truth,hoping that one day when i wake up,all this will only going to be a dream.The worst nightmare i ever have.I closed my eyes,and pray silently..

The clock ticking away..Stealing all the time that been borrowed to me.I wish i could get up,i wish i could face what been fated for me and i do wish i would have the courage to open my eyes..

One day,i learned that,truth will always been truth.I will never can change that.I have to move on,no matter what.With a broken heart that still bleeding,i get up and try to walk.Again,i fell down.

Help comes from some of the side walkers who concern about me.They teach me to walk again,properly this time.I rebuild my life,i pick up the shattered pieces,i fill up the missing jigsaw..

I know this is just the right time where i need to close the door behind me...The end of my past..

I make the decision to stay alive.I'm saying goodbye to yesterday.Deep in my heart,i just know i can..I keep breathing,hoping to find a new sunlight in my life.Sometimes,fate just cant stop meddling.But i believe in the promise that been taught to me by all of the people:

~EVERYTHING HAPPEN FOR A REASON~

originally created by: NORHIDAYU MOHD SAH

-flu-

student:what is this teacher?

teacher:this is one of the flu virus.

student:what is the symptom of people who catch a flu teacher?

teacher:you can ask NORHIDAYU MOHD SAH.today she will be our walking case study.

miss NORHIDAYU MOHD SAH:uwawawa..this what gonna happen (haachuum!) if you stay outside (haachuum!) too long..

-before bersahur-

What are you dreading right now?

-nasik untuk bersahur..

Do you get the full 8 hours of sleep a night?
-yesss...last year,when i'm still in part 3..

If anyone came to your house on your "lazy days" what would ya'll do?
-smile and pretend to be sick

Do you own a pair of Converse?

-no.but i do own a,erm,vinci?

Did you copy and paste this survey?
-OMG!how did you know!?

Do you eat raw cookie dough?
-never been that hungry la..

Have you ever kicked a vending machine?

-yup.when it suck my money..I WANT MY MONEY BACK!!

Don't you hate it when the radio ruins good songs by playing them over and over?
-nope.its damn irritating.

Do you watch Trading Spaces?

-ha?totally spies??

How do you eat oreos?
-biskut jacobs aku telan la..

Have you ever stayed online for a very long time waiting for someone?
-yes2...my groupmate to send their work to me..via email..

Could you live without a computer?
-life gets better with technology honey...

Do you wear your shoes in the house?
-i'm not omputih

Who or what sleeps with you?
-akma and ain..masa kat penang.(mujur kat penang jek)

What do you do when you're sad?

-stay being sad~

Last time you saw your best friend?
-5 minutes ago..agihkan makanan sahur

Are you in high school?

-university boley?

What's the first thing you do when you get online?
-log in using my matric id and ic to use the wifi..

Do you watch Grey's Anatomy?

-is supernatural an option?

Where do you work?
-kolej anggerik,uitm shah alam...

What are you doing tomorrow?
-go for baju raya hunting with akma

Favorite name for a girl?
-norhidayu mohd sah :)

Favorite name for a boy?
-mohd sah bin mahat (father's name) hehe

Will you keep your last name when you get married?
-until i die i guess?

When was the last time you left your house?
-last 2 weeks..sob2

Who is the youngest in your family?
-my youngest brother,mohd afiq hakimi :)

What irritates you most on the internet?
-when people tag me on a photo at facebook and countless more people comment on the photo..my notification are always full with that..damn!!

peace!! :)

-ouch!-

aku jatuh CHENTA?ish,tak lah.. *namun hati masih menyelongkar jawapan sebenar...*