sungguh, aku keliru
andai mampu untuk ku tafsirkan kata hati
mana menjadi pilihan
mengapa perlu hadir
andai itu cuma menyesakkan
memeningkan kepala
aduh, mengeluh kembali
duhai hati,
jika kau berani untuk memilih,
mampukah kau untuk menahan rasa sakit lagi?
i don't have any sister as in my family, i'm the only daughter that my parents have
well,enrolling at UiTM i instantly manage to have 4 younger sisters (wow,lucky me)
first is the cutest Maryam Fatanah,second one is Seri Nur Amira the good girl,3rd is the energetic Faten Naseha and the 4th one is the outspoken Anne..
kebetulan,kami semua ni duduk satu kolej.melayan kerenah diorang,pergh,kadang-kadang penat,tapi seronok.tak pernah aku lupa nak ketawa..hehe..ade2 aje bende yg nak dijadikan bahan lawak..lucu betul...
kebetulan,Maryam,Seri dan Seha ialah JPK(Jawatankuasa Perwakilan Kolej), so kalau dlm meeting formal tu pun sempat lagi nak curi2 ketawa.lucu sangat agaknya die tengok agenda meeting..ish3..kalau Maryam dan Seri masuk melawat aku pulak,mesti ade aje air die kat tgn..hah,aku pun ape lagi..'pow' la..seronok betul..hehe.
love them.. :)
i love the way Tyra Banks create the story mode of this reality TV show
it basically not about the BEAUTY itself
it is the new scope of beauty, you wear your attitude outside
you enhance your beauty by showing who you are
you be your own self, you won't simply copy other people
awkward and odd people also can sometimes OUTSHINE the lady-of-sweethearts
but not everyone who eligible to enter the contest are brilliant in term of the mind
i love to learn with this kind of people-it make me feel grateful for not being one of the them
the way all the trainers train the contestant is really mesmerizing
how they handle the girls which almost all of them have no BRAINS at all
really, i kept laughing looking at those stupid girls
sometimes they really don't have the idea of why they are entering the contest.shame~
to have the look only is not enough
and also being skinny won't guaranteed you to be successful in the industry
what we called as a plus-size-model also can be a model-which will be such a release for all the big-body-structure-girls out there
for those who never watch america's next top model yet,maybe you can try after this
and don't forget to share your point of view with me
~love,ryue~
kisah mengenai seseorang...
DIA merupakan seorang yang kuat pegangan agamanya
DIA merupakan seorang yang petah berkata-kata
DIA merupakan seorang sahabat yang setia
DIA merupakan seorang yang mampu mengawal suasana
DIA adalah salah seorang yang paling aku hormat apabila melibatkan batas-batas pergaulan antara ADAM dan HAWA
DIA juga telah membuatkan aku hampir keliru antara perasaan kasih dan sayang pada sahabat atau lebih dari itu...
namun satu hari aku dimaklumkan bahawa DIA telah dipunyai dan mempunyai 'seseorang'
DIA juga telah mengakuinya
terasa seperti ditampar;aku hampir menjadi marah
lelaki inilah yang telah mengajar kan aku tentang 'CINTA' dalam Islam.
CINTA yang hakiki.
CINTA yang sebenar.
tetapi mengapa engkau yang berkata-kata,tapi engkau juga yang memungkiri?
mengapa duniawi yang dikau pandang wahai sahabat?
kau telah serta-merta 'membunuh' kepercayaanku serta pandangan positif ku padamu..
mengapa berbicara jika engkau tak mampu untuk memenuhi?
mengapa agama yang kau pegang,tapi akhirnya duniawi yang kau tuju?
duhai sahabat,aku tidak pernah menyalahkan kau untuk jatuh CINTA
tetapi kata-kata mu,sungguh,jauh terpesong dari apa yang kamu lakukan
sungguh,hati ini hampir membenci,maaf,jalan terbaik untuk kita cuma untuk tidak berhubung lagi
aku tidak memutuskan ikatan persahabatan ini kerana telah kita ikat ia dengan hati
setiap manusia juga melakukan kesalahan termasuk diri ku sendiri
maaf sekali lagi atas segalanya
aku doakan yang terbaik buat kamu...
1. Do you sleep with your closet doors open or closed?
open.to provide good air ventilation :)
2. Do you take the shampoos and conditioner bottles from hotel?
it smells so good i hardly can resists them...
3. Have you ever stolen a street sign before?
i rather stole tyra banks shoes
4. Do you like to use post-it notes?
i love to buy it but i rarely use as i love to directly write on my lecture notes
5. Do you cut out coupons but then never use them?
if the coupons are to use at the shopping mall,i rarely waste it
7. Would you rather be attacked by a big bear or a swarm of a bees?
i rather been attacked by a cat-meooww...-
8. Do you always smile for pictures?
:)
9. Do you ever count your steps when you walk?
i usually count money
10. Do you chew your pens and pencils?
i chew on my nails though
11. How many people have you slept with this week?
only one.the-girl next bed~hazirah.
12. What size is your bed?
i dont know.but it is sponsored by UiTM for sure
13. Is it okay for guys to wear pink?
no problem as long as he is handsome enough to fit in the colour
14. Do you still watch cartoons?
which one?spongebob or mickey mouse?or maybe pooh?
15. Where would you bury hidden treasure if you had some?
dont know.i never have one
16. Last person you kissed/kissed you?
does cats count?-plenty of cats
17. Were you ever a boy/girl scout?
hate marching
18. Would you ever strip or pose nude in a magazine?
well,err...
19. When was the last time you wrote a letter to someone on paper?
several days ago to hazirah saying that-zira,orang amik biskut awak tadi-
20. Are you lazy?
nope.~pemalas jek~
21. When you were a kid, what did you dress up as for Halloween?
i wear baju kurung on hari raya la...
22. How many languages can you speak?
3.-with a so-so french language
23. Occupations you wanted to be when you were a kid?
a supermodel-haiyo..shame~
24. Ever been in love?
in love with my self..fanatic~
25.Can you swim well?
Swimming class tak habis lagi ma...
26. Do you want to get married?
kalau ade org nak,ape salahnya kan..ngee~
27. Do you have kids?
yes.a teddy bear named buchuk
28. Do you miss anyone right now?
misses so many people right now~
29. Did you watch, Next Great American Band on FOX?
nope.i watch american next top model on my laptop
I walk along the street, crying my heart out.Why do i feel this way?And why me?I suffer through all the heartbreak.I've been tested continuously,blow by blow.It seem like it will never end.I seek guidance through God,i find comfort with the soothing advice from all of my true friend.I keep denying the truth,hoping that one day when i wake up,all this will only going to be a dream.The worst nightmare i ever have.I closed my eyes,and pray silently..
One day,i learned that,truth will always been truth.I will never can change that.I have to move on,no matter what.With a broken heart that still bleeding,i get up and try to walk.Again,i fell down.
I make the decision to stay alive.I'm saying goodbye to yesterday.Deep in my heart,i just know i can..I keep breathing,hoping to find a new sunlight in my life.Sometimes,fate just cant stop meddling.But i believe in the promise that been taught to me by all of the people:
~EVERYTHING HAPPEN FOR A REASON~
aku manusia biasa
-akmaniza-
-ili nabilah-
-atiqah saadon-
-ain mat-
-afiqah-
-hazirah-
masih baru mengenali DUNIA
masih belajar erti HIDUP
masih singkat AKAL FIKIRAN
masih juga dibayangi dengan ANGAN-ANGAN...